i'm me don't be an asshole and run form the truth. the most painful thing that ever happened to me was not physically!
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title: I'M BACK BITCHES! |
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title: OUTING MANIA! heyss. well had a hari raya outing with some sec three people. SUPER-FUN people involved(me,ain,kamilah,firdaus,amirul,salim,hafiz,saiful,imran and zul)almost every house we went my outfit matches. weird. anyways photos soon don't feel like putting photos raya till about 11+. although my heels were killing me it was a blast. learn't some new stuff about thr mrt. hahaha and other than that we walked all over amk like wth and it was scorching hot but totally worth it especially since it was with my friends. (:
*will always be there to hold your hand(: and make you laugh with my retarded-ness. ^-^ |
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title: life is shit and truth is the most hurtful thing. - life is filled with surprises that can hurt you so much its like a life long scar.
-i can't believe it but i really regret having you in my life. thanks for using me. -truth is something that i hate to face, although everyone tries to make it nicer the reality is its the most ugly thing ever. -i need to study but life and truth is really a huge wall for me to climb. THZ i keep climbing and i fall back down. the innocent tears rolled down my cheeks as i watch you say your last goodbye. facing you again will be the greatest challenge. why? i ask myself everytime i look at my uniform. was it really the right decision i still don't think so. shouls i hate you i don't think so but why does it hurt so much everytime someone mentions you or reminds me of you. the tears just keeps flowing as thoough i have no control. why did you have to leave. i still don't think it was a good idea. that was the greatest pain i have ever felt. i felt like my insides were going to be puked out. i felt as though someone had stabbed me continuesly. i keep myself preoccupied with everything but rc. cease i can't face the fact that you're gone. 나는 당신을 놓친다. 당신은 왜 떠났는가? |
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title: SELAMAT HARI RAYA Yay! puasa over but i want ramadan again. i miss it already all the patience that kept us from killing each other and new and old friendships reunited. i love ramadan! but another month passes and syawal is here. selamat hari raya to all my friend no matter who you are maaf zahir dan batin. it's like a new year has started for me. yes mum's side without me bibik ita, hazimah and pa man oth. well update i think i'm starting to hate someone and its not normal i rarely hate people. and i don't know whether i'm being used or whatever but really i need to go back to some place and remeber how i started my life. i need to wake up and stop wanting it to be like how it was with amanda. she was it the greatest period of my life. i miss her so much. i want that smile and laughter i used to have when i knew what was real and what was fake and how i knew how to balance everything in my life. i want lesser drama in my life more drama on screen. i wish that, that person i'm refering to was never ever in my life now that person is no deep in my life even if i want -- out i'll have to take a lot off effort. and i need eslyn to help me stop my habit. you know i know. and eqa i know you miss him, i miss him too. kai ling i know you miss him, i miss him too we have to stay together if we want it to suceed. |
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