heyss. well had a hari raya outing with some sec three people. SUPER-FUN people involved(me,ain,kamilah,firdaus,amirul,salim,hafiz,saiful,imran and zul)almost every house we went my outfit matches. weird. anyways photos soon don't feel like putting photos raya till about 11+. although my heels were killing me it was a blast. learn't some new stuff about thr mrt. hahaha and other than that we walked all over amk like wth and it was scorching hot but totally worth it especially since it was with my friends. (:

*will always be there to hold your hand(: and make you laugh with my retarded-ness. ^-^

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- life is filled with surprises that can hurt you so much its like a life long scar.
-i can't believe it but i really regret having you in my life. thanks for using me.
-truth is something that i hate to face, although everyone tries to make it nicer the reality is its the most ugly thing ever.
-i need to study but life and truth is really a huge wall for me to climb.

THZ
i keep climbing and i fall back down.
the innocent tears rolled down my cheeks as i watch you say your last goodbye. facing you again will be the greatest challenge. why? i ask myself everytime i look at my uniform. was it really the right decision i still don't think so. shouls i hate you i don't think so but why does it hurt so much everytime someone mentions you or reminds me of you. the tears just keeps flowing as thoough i have no control. why did you have to leave. i still don't think it was a good idea. that was the greatest pain i have ever felt. i felt like my insides were going to be puked out. i felt as though someone had stabbed me continuesly. i keep myself preoccupied with everything but rc. cease i can't face the fact that you're gone.
나는 당신을 놓친다. 당신은 왜 떠났는가?

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okays i'm back from a days of shopping at M.
sorry for the extreme late replys to everyone though.8)
so got up for breakfast and never went to sleep watched some movies till 8-ish.
showered got out of house met up with 2nd aunt B. cousin. she was wearing her hoodie uber cute!
well i was freezing through out the whole ride didn't have a jacket. but who cares i sleeping the whole time.
listen to music the whole ride.8)
then went to get some kuih (junk food) for hari raya. LOL
my dad wanted my sisters and i to get a hair cut. so yeah new haircut same me! actuallynot much of a difference. feel like colouring my hair soon. deep brown.(*tag for comments on me colouring my hair please!*)
then the real shopping started we went to some huge shopping mall and like covered half of it just to find shoes.
so yay i got my new 3-inch VINCCI shoes.8)
and no i'm not trying to be tall i just really liked it so yeah then searched my sisters perfect shoes and dad was starting to feel tired so we got what we wanted and got back to grammy's house agaain for dinner. super fun.
I LOVE MY GRANDPARENTS!
then headed home and now here i am blogging!

*Bloody blogger is so random this morning it was working fine and i was too lazy to upload photos. now when i want to i can't. it'll all just have to wait. ;D *

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Hey readers well, i'm still sick only difference is my throat is even more soar then before.
well, lets see. woke up at 9 today showered and went out to the library to do somem studying.
studyed till 12+ and fee arrived about ten-ish i was like having chest pain from coughing too much. T.T
i was freezing the whole entire time too.
so then texted mum that i was going to break fast and she called me to go home and eat my medicine.
I HATE IT! It just keeps makingmy mouth all bitter. EWW!
so Fee was a sweet enough to send me all the way home and went back to amk to meet the guys to go lan. 8)
well fell asleepin the bus and thank god i had fee there or i'd totally miss the stop.
thannks so much for sending me back, LY.
then fell asleep woke up watched some tv.(are you smarter than a fifth grader)it was super funny.
then went to grammy's house for dinner, visited my baby cousin(super CUTE).8)
then mum felt like going for mac so headed there with 2nd aunty, uncle, B. cousin, 1st sis and mum.
had cappucino, frappe, some cakes and Bcousin had whipped cream all over her face. super cute lah. will upload next post.
then headed home and here i am. it was quite a fun day.

*i miss my sakee, cn't wait for ions trip. truck loads of huggs and kisses just for my SAKEE and F! love yall. 8)
to be frank i don't think i can take you back but the "yes" was me being nice. and i wish i could. but i just can't bring myself to it. lets just stay the way we are. except the whole bitch about each other thing.*

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okay people, i've heard many stories in my life but hers is like the most unbelivable.
you have got to be kidding me with whatever you're saying. cause it ain't true.
i mean seriosly!
next~ i love what madiya & eqa said at her blog. and i'm giving a shout out to NA. it's no the end. there's still a heart in every human. if you seek apology it will be given. if you seek knowledge it will be given but if you're force you're better off pickinh on others leftovers.
i'm feeling terrible- SICK. well F whatever it is you know i'll always m&l you.
i miss my sakee. i need you.
thanks guys for the anger you showed ytd. it really shows that you care. and m&l all of you.
so from the bottom of my heart truck loads of hugs and kisses just fot my SAKEE and F.

*i hate you and i don't know if i'll ever talk to you without force.everytime over and over again you hurt me when i never even touch your life.*

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