
i'm me don't be an asshole and run form the truth. the most painful thing that ever happened to me was not physically!

| title: life is shit and truth is the most hurtful thing. - life is filled with surprises that can hurt you so much its like a life long scar. -i can't believe it but i really regret having you in my life. thanks for using me. -truth is something that i hate to face, although everyone tries to make it nicer the reality is its the most ugly thing ever. -i need to study but life and truth is really a huge wall for me to climb. THZ i keep climbing and i fall back down. the innocent tears rolled down my cheeks as i watch you say your last goodbye. facing you again will be the greatest challenge. why? i ask myself everytime i look at my uniform. was it really the right decision i still don't think so. shouls i hate you i don't think so but why does it hurt so much everytime someone mentions you or reminds me of you. the tears just keeps flowing as thoough i have no control. why did you have to leave. i still don't think it was a good idea. that was the greatest pain i have ever felt. i felt like my insides were going to be puked out. i felt as though someone had stabbed me continuesly. i keep myself preoccupied with everything but rc. cease i can't face the fact that you're gone. 나는 당신을 놓친다. 당신은 왜 떠났는가? |  |