
i'm me don't be an asshole and run form the truth. the most painful thing that ever happened to me was not physically!
title: 22.01.09 UNHAPPINESS IN ME,
why is the world so complicated? why is it so hard to make decision and not hurting someone? I feel sad, unhappy, miserable, hopeless, sorry and last but not least disappointed. I'm so sorry JOE SIR for everything! Although i have hold in a lot of my feelings it is really hard for me to keep it in forever. However, Kai ling was there for me today. i feel like hitting my head on the wall till it bleeds and slowly i can close my eyes and never wake up again. I FEEL AS THOUGH THE WORLD IS COMING TO AN END! From the bottom of my heart I'M SORRY JOE SIR! and thank you kai ling for being there for me when i needed you the most. |
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