siti nurhasyima

I'M BACK BITCHES!

2010-11-11T14:03:00.002+08:00

MUAHAHAHAHA! well after so long i'm finally back blogging! woots well i've nothing much to say but i really miss my sakee! its almost the end of 2010! which can be both good and bad! hahahaha! i've got nothing to say now but i'll be trying to update more often!!:) SAYONARA!

OUTING MANIA!

2009-09-27T14:36:00.002+08:00

heyss. well had a hari raya outing with some sec three people. SUPER-FUN people involved(me,ain,kamilah,firdaus,amirul,salim,hafiz,saiful,imran and zul)almost every house we went my outfit matches. weird. anyways photos soon don't feel like putting photos raya till about 11+. although my heels were killing me it was a blast. learn't some new stuff about thr mrt. hahaha and other than that we walked all over amk like wth and it was scorching hot but totally worth it especially since it was with my friends. (:

*will always be there to hold your hand(: and make you laugh with my retarded-ness. ^-^

life is shit and truth is the most hurtful thing.

2009-09-22T18:11:00.003+08:00

- life is filled with surprises that can hurt you so much its like a life long scar.
-i can't believe it but i really regret having you in my life. thanks for using me.
-truth is something that i hate to face, although everyone tries to make it nicer the reality is its the most ugly thing ever.
-i need to study but life and truth is really a huge wall for me to climb.

THZ
i keep climbing and i fall back down.
the innocent tears rolled down my cheeks as i watch you say your last goodbye. facing you again will be the greatest challenge. why? i ask myself everytime i look at my uniform. was it really the right decision i still don't think so. shouls i hate you i don't think so but why does it hurt so much everytime someone mentions you or reminds me of you. the tears just keeps flowing as thoough i have no control. why did you have to leave. i still don't think it was a good idea. that was the greatest pain i have ever felt. i felt like my insides were going to be puked out. i felt as though someone had stabbed me continuesly. i keep myself preoccupied with everything but rc. cease i can't face the fact that you're gone.
나는 당신을 놓친다. 당신은 왜 떠났는가?

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

2009-09-22T17:55:00.003+08:00

Yay! puasa over but i want ramadan again. i miss it already all the patience that kept us from killing each other and new and old friendships reunited. i love ramadan! but another month passes and syawal is here. selamat hari raya to all my friend no matter who you are maaf zahir dan batin. it's like a new year has started for me.

yes mum's side without me bibik ita, hazimah and pa man oth.

well update i think i'm starting to hate someone and its not normal i rarely hate people. and i don't know whether i'm being used or whatever but really i need to go back to some place and remeber how i started my life. i need to wake up and stop wanting it to be like how it was with amanda. she was it the greatest period of my life. i miss her so much. i want that smile and laughter i used to have when i knew what was real and what was fake and how i knew how to balance everything in my life. i want lesser drama in my life more drama on screen. i wish that, that person i'm refering to was never ever in my life now that person is no deep in my life even if i want -- out i'll have to take a lot off effort. and i need eslyn to help me stop my habit. you know i know. and eqa i know you miss him, i miss him too. kai ling i know you miss him, i miss him too we have to stay together if we want it to suceed.

shopping! & blogger is killer!

2009-09-06T21:25:00.001+08:00

okays i'm back from a days of shopping at M.
sorry for the extreme late replys to everyone though.8)
so got up for breakfast and never went to sleep watched some movies till 8-ish.
showered got out of house met up with 2nd aunt B. cousin. she was wearing her hoodie uber cute!
well i was freezing through out the whole ride didn't have a jacket. but who cares i sleeping the whole time.
listen to music the whole ride.8)
then went to get some kuih (junk food) for hari raya. LOL
my dad wanted my sisters and i to get a hair cut. so yeah new haircut same me! actuallynot much of a difference. feel like colouring my hair soon. deep brown.(*tag for comments on me colouring my hair please!*)
then the real shopping started we went to some huge shopping mall and like covered half of it just to find shoes.
so yay i got my new 3-inch VINCCI shoes.8)
and no i'm not trying to be tall i just really liked it so yeah then searched my sisters perfect shoes and dad was starting to feel tired so we got what we wanted and got back to grammy's house agaain for dinner. super fun.
I LOVE MY GRANDPARENTS!
then headed home and now here i am blogging!

*Bloody blogger is so random this morning it was working fine and i was too lazy to upload photos. now when i want to i can't. it'll all just have to wait. ;D *

SICK&LOVE'IN IT! not

2009-09-06T00:23:00.000+08:00

Hey readers well, i'm still sick only difference is my throat is even more soar then before.
well, lets see. woke up at 9 today showered and went out to the library to do somem studying.
studyed till 12+ and fee arrived about ten-ish i was like having chest pain from coughing too much. T.T
i was freezing the whole entire time too.
so then texted mum that i was going to break fast and she called me to go home and eat my medicine.
I HATE IT! It just keeps makingmy mouth all bitter. EWW!
so Fee was a sweet enough to send me all the way home and went back to amk to meet the guys to go lan. 8)
well fell asleepin the bus and thank god i had fee there or i'd totally miss the stop.
thannks so much for sending me back, LY.
then fell asleep woke up watched some tv.(are you smarter than a fifth grader)it was super funny.
then went to grammy's house for dinner, visited my baby cousin(super CUTE).8)
then mum felt like going for mac so headed there with 2nd aunty, uncle, B. cousin, 1st sis and mum.
had cappucino, frappe, some cakes and Bcousin had whipped cream all over her face. super cute lah. will upload next post.
then headed home and here i am. it was quite a fun day.

*i miss my sakee, cn't wait for ions trip. truck loads of huggs and kisses just for my SAKEE and F! love yall. 8)
to be frank i don't think i can take you back but the "yes" was me being nice. and i wish i could. but i just can't bring myself to it. lets just stay the way we are. except the whole bitch about each other thing.*

SAY WHAT! problems

2009-09-04T18:51:00.000+08:00

okay people, i've heard many stories in my life but hers is like the most unbelivable.
you have got to be kidding me with whatever you're saying. cause it ain't true.
i mean seriosly!
next~ i love what madiya & eqa said at her blog. and i'm giving a shout out to NA. it's no the end. there's still a heart in every human. if you seek apology it will be given. if you seek knowledge it will be given but if you're force you're better off pickinh on others leftovers.
i'm feeling terrible- SICK. well F whatever it is you know i'll always m&l you.
i miss my sakee. i need you.
thanks guys for the anger you showed ytd. it really shows that you care. and m&l all of you.
so from the bottom of my heart truck loads of hugs and kisses just fot my SAKEE and F.

*i hate you and i don't know if i'll ever talk to you without force.everytime over and over again you hurt me when i never even touch your life.*

SAKEE

2009-07-31T20:55:00.000+08:00

OMFG! haven't posted in like forever! updates...
arman,eqa,eslyn,kai ling and me have come out with a name for ourselves!
SAKEE KUSHII!
yeah well got some new friendsss. at maccc!
well my phone got stolen and not phone ready!
sooo yeah and updates on life please so tag me cause my STM is taking over.

For THEM!

2009-06-10T17:33:00.000+08:00

HELLO!feeling so damn random now. yes for my beloved hottie and the rest of my babes, i'm updating my damn blog which has been dead for a few weeks.

i was supposed to go ice skating this thurs but last minute i got an answer which i could not go... ):but we hope to plan on last week of the hollss.

well i'm pretty much bored at home and online the whole day watching korean drama, movies and etc.

so i'll just update i guess.okay so nothing much to but i am uber proud of my dnt model of the singapore flyer. wait to be amazed! SO HERE IS A PICTURE OF THE TRIP TO SF!

new friend?

2009-05-18T18:08:00.001+08:00

sleep!munch!
well have been having a hell of a week~

good and bad.

i've making a sorta new friend name: melvin.phone buddy!

well exams are killer and still not done yet.

well will be back soon and will edit soon so if you want me to link will do it after exams!

patience everyone!

have been listening to SHINEE! lately and other bands

will promote them soon!

signing off SYIMMS;D

IMY~arman, kai ling, eunice!

EXAM~T.T

2009-05-13T14:04:00.000+08:00

exams are the worst!

well had e-math paper 1 & ss today.

hated the freaking math paper. think i didn't do like majority of the paper.

feeling horrible about the math paper.

however, after during recess borrowed melvin's ss note!

woots to that yall thanks to that i manage to get almost all the points for section B.

studied then suddenly eqa and i got restless and started being random,

i started first then eqa got the diesease!

started making lame jokes!and laughing non stop then went back to class and studied again.

sorry to boob and ah ong thought you guys saw us we were studying.

"How poor are they who have not patience! What wound did ever heal but by degrees."
-William Shakespeare

i still mean what i said with the post below

2009-05-10T14:09:00.000+08:00

friendship?

as life goes on my eyes starts to blur and i tend to need support.

however i no matter how much i wonder around i just can't seem to find it,

i feel as though multiple knives have been stabbed to my body and all i'm doing is crying myself to a dead sleep.

i'm sorry i didn't give you the answer you wanted. however, i treasure friendship more then anything. i'm not ready for changes. and that is why all i can say is sorry. many people can do lots of stuff to expres their feeling but my words means the most to me.heartache and everything that is happening is becoming a daily dosage for me. it has turned into drugs where it numb my every feeling. the smile on my face is it just for laughs or is it not?

. END

left to wonder

save me! help

2009-04-21T18:22:00.000+08:00

its been so long.

my hatred for have been growing rapidly these few days.

how i wish life would give me a break and let me rest just for a mili second.

i'm sick and tired of family, some friends and studies.

shopping ain't going to cure this

i don't think the damaged that has been done is cure-able.

because family can be hanest but you don't hurt them to that extent.

how i wish to go back to camp.

to not worry about anything but the fear of the activities and having a bad hair day.

feeling sick. literally.

F-up about everything.

if what you said to me was not being rude then whatever i said was obviously not rude.

I MISS GINA!

2009-04-11T20:46:00.000+08:00

60 days since my first heartbreak~

HOHOHOHOHO!

I LOVE KOREA!

hmph, talking to AH ONG NOW!

aka ong kai ling!

well talking about eunice addiction"gugu the cat"

quahquahquahhh...=.="

haissss ah ong don't jealous lah.

i'll write your name alot of times now okay.

ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling, ong kai ling.

hahaha!

2009-04-07T21:13:00.000+08:00

everything falling apart.

well hey finally posting again FINALLY!

talking to arman for 41 ald hahaha countdown!

in love with ss501 and going korean crazy.

boys over flowers

had recess with arman and qarteeqatoday.

hahaha made adumb koke of the stupid dance i did.still funny.

well then afterschool met with kai ling.

.........

well not feeling good about everthing thse few days

i hate i when everything isn't going your way.

okay dying of boredom
i want a new skin anyone have opinions do tag. and arman yes finally post.

will not edit anything else tilli get a new skin. but i'll try to post more often.

annyung~!

2009-03-03T17:50:00.000+08:00

yesterday, today, tomorrow?

well yesterdays ain's b'day so happy 15 birthday Nurul Ain!

well went to study with her after school at amk library. it was okay so gave her a super sweet treat!

nyahahaha well gave her a hot chocolate and i added 2 packets of sugar.man she was freaking oout.

well walked home then.

today~ was cold thank god for my jacket. it was so boring the whole day. no eqa!

but many of you may not believe it but english was damn fun sharvin got his mouth taped and ms chin drew a mouth on it.

then the jokes all started to come. it was supper fun. well after school met ain then we went to mc donald to study but ended up didn't cause too noisy.

dididahdah then went home with saiful. he started drawing on my hand and stuff. he drew on my left and eslyn drew on the right awesome people apperently i'm a great way to release your artistic feeling on.

so tomorrowis a new day filled with excitment and sadness but we'll get through it.

2009-02-23T21:27:00.000+08:00

living life the way i want to.

trippin over everything!

i need a back up plan everyone around me is trippin over their life.

damn why does everything got to be so challenging.

well went home with ain well it was nice and thanks to eqa for cheering me up.

feeling horrible have a bit of flu and feeling feverishh.

wait i do have fever!

hais stinking physics why do have to be so hard to understand!

well yeah i finally finished eclipse. really waiting for breaking dawn then midnight sun!

c'mon singapore get the book ald. it's killing me!

sorry never updated for very long!

letting life go the way it wants too.

sometimes we just have to go with fate.

i guess everything will work out in the end.

TO FFDC YOU GUYS CAN DO IT!

2009-02-17T20:16:00.000+08:00

well went to detention today mopped the hall floor.

soooo! people please don't dirty them hahaha!

well went home and saiful and boon hock send me to the bus stop thanks dudes!

then bussed home then talk to charming for a while then went home now talking to ain on the phone.

so hiiii AIN!

AND!

i'm sorry kai ling!): - i know you said you weren't angry and all but i still feel the cold shoulder so ~ sorry!

130209

2009-02-13T21:47:00.000+08:00

tomorrows IT!FDC!

i'll put in my best.

i hope we get it through safely!

all i can say is i'm sorry on behalf of her and for myself!

AND

I MISS YOU!

10.02.09

2009-02-10T18:48:00.000+08:00

wahs what a boring day at school except DnT cause kai ling and i are in the same class.hahaha.

well went out with kai ling and eunice after school went to kfc to have lunch omg i gonna be a PIG! i'm stuffing my self with food! then went to amk library to sort off study well i didn't but eunice and kai ling did i didn't have any homework so talked to arman on the phone and i think if i'm not wrong zul said hi. so HI! back at ya.(to zul it was me whom you were saying hi to on the phone) so yeah di di da da then we walk walk and came up with an english and chinese name for me: HAYLIN / HUI LING.then wen to get bubble tea and i'm broke to eunice :

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY! i'll never forget it!so yeah now i'm here blogging! weeee(:

pic~ during DnT (kai ling and i)

weee

2009-02-09T17:20:00.001+08:00

well today was boring! went home with arman. and he told me i was obsessed i'm not obsessed.

well i keep telling my malay teacher i don't wanna go to her stupid workshop i wanna go for redcross but she keep pestering me to go. hate her!! well i'm dying of boredom at home. and i'm goin to dance works to support ffdc! i finally got a day of and weee kai ling is coming too.good luck to runners for cross country(13 february) and good luck to fdc cadets(14 february)

well that's all i got to say so bye!

oh and i have a new msn account it siti-nurhasyima11@hotmail.com~ not that important to people i don't know.(:

050209

2009-02-05T17:52:00.000+08:00

stay happy! FDC AND FFDC PEOPLE GOOD LUCK!

yesterday training was super great!

trained under the rain. weeee!

had many funny moments!

espacially with my big gap!

well Foot Drill Competition coming soon.

just do our best and believe in our commander and ourselves and we'll be fine.

14 February 2009~ Foot Drill Competition(FDC)

so nervous:)

worried about stuff~

worried:)

replies:

samantha: sure(;

trippy: yeah! haha hehe hoho! okay hmm i want to get the whole set freaking singapore.

arman: hey ARMANI! sure no problem. hope i can make it.

zul: tagged ya ald!

03.01.09

2009-02-03T17:22:00.000+08:00

yeahhh!

it has been long since the last time i posted. hahaha SORRY!

well today was boring the whole day ~ till after school arman told me some shocking new!kai ling told me some sad news! well wen tot hub and jubelle today with arman, kai ling and ain. man we had fun. arman i hope that you didn't miss them that much and the laughter made you feel a lil bit better. well went to mc to have lunch then did our chitty chatty sesion went to popular to get some stuff had a lot of fun there. hahaha BONG GONG! BONG JONG! GUO LONG! wah! this what we can make up from just two names. laugh our heads off. my clumsiness and my stupidity seems to come in handy today. well tomorrow i have red cross. so i better have a good attitude on tomorrow! mwah ha ha ha!

GREEN! GREEN! GREEN! GREEN! GREEN! GREEN! GREEN! GREEN! GREEN! GREEN! GREEN! GREEN! (:

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ADVICES!

ARMAN*- i can't really say much but spend more time with her if it really hurt you to do undercover just tell her you know and then spend more time with her.

KAI LING*- HAIS! i don't know what to say but i know we can cheer her and him up. the secret we just hide it for as long as we can to not form any misconception.

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I'M SUPPRTING FFDC FOR DANCE WORKS! HOPE PEOPLE WILL COME DOWN AND SUPPORT! arman hope i can get an off from work on that day keep our finger and toes crossed!

29.01.09

2009-01-29T21:18:00.000+08:00

ready to start a fresh!

After many harsh, saddening days.

i have come to a conclusion to move on and give up the old life.

start a new but still in the same game.

the key holder is ready, left with the bonus levels.

well I'm ready and i hope so is eunice.

its time to stop with the disappointment and put in the best.

win together, lose together!

Feels that the load have really come off today.

people the happy - go - lucky SITI NURHASYIMA is back

Well just hoping that my happy magic still works.

no more disappointing the SIRS, the people around me and myself. (:

well talked till now~ look at our pics. sorry its blurry but it almost the same just different people

28.01.09

2009-01-28T21:34:00.000+08:00

I’m sorry for today.

I’M SORRY SIRS.

I know walking away from you when you wanted to talk to us was rude but I could not cry in front of you.

Feeling horrible, pathetic and feelings I just can’t explain.

I truly agree with chien cham sir’s post but I can’t seem to get over everything that fast.

FDC is coming and we are simply not ready.

I’m sorry for the disappointment.

I’m very disappointed in myself.

JOE SIR I’M VERY SORRY!

I’m not that confident, happy, cheerful siti anymore.

Have I lost my sense of happiness or is it just a relapse.

I can’t seem to make people smile anymore.

HOPELESS! Don’t want to disappoint the sirs.

27.01.09

2009-01-27T22:56:00.000+08:00

well today went to grandma's house. boredom!

then went to go eat lunch at bukit merah. food wasn't that good but nevermind!

i still feel like i want to die.

i'm not looking forward to tomorrow like i always do.

poor eunice stuck at home feeling bored sorry eunice.

okay to did not do anything much today so yeah.

i'm losing it again.

i'm going to die soon.

feeling uneasy.

AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

26.01.09

2009-01-27T22:46:00.000+08:00

went out with kai ling today, we went to the botanical garden. wahhh, but eunice couldn't make it .

so today was supposed to be the day that helps us be ourselves again but infect it made it worse.

after having fun at botanical garden went to meet eunice at amk mac.

well we sortta spread our disease to eunice and now all three of us are so lost and not OURSELVES!

OMG tomorrow got a theory lesson. so not looking forward to it.

i feel so depressed.

NEVER MIND LAH NEVER MIND!

well accomplished two things able to take photos of myself without looking wierd and finally understood ho the PUBLIC TRANSPORT works.

24.01.09

2009-01-24T14:46:00.000+08:00

well another day past and i still haven't figure out myself.

Should i have doubts?

Should i feel insecure?

eunice: win together, lose together.

thats sounds easy and nice but really its hard and not really that nice.

there might be disappointment, expectations crushed and dreams shattered that can never be put back together.

What exactly is the right thing to do?

All our hard work put together for the past few training's, will it all go to waste.

why is it that hard to make a decision?

I have to keep smiling for all to feel better.

I need time to clear it up but time is just running short.

what do i do?

I'm sorry for the disappointment .

I really need to get up and go for it!

5 more trainings before it arrives.

Feeling the pressure is normal, but are we ready?

23.01.09

2009-01-23T19:22:00.000+08:00

THINKING! THINKING! THINKING!

Went out with eunice, kai ling and met THE xxx.

well wanted to talk to them in the first place but don't know how too.

SUPER DUPER SORRY FOR WASTING YOUR TIME!

i've been thinking and have come to an conclusion that what joe sir said the other time was right,

the sky isn't always blue there will always be gray clouds but the wind will have to blow them away.

i realize how CHILDISH i was and I'm still wondering what was i thinking.

I'm glad we went to ask for their opinion and i really appreciate that they gave up some time for us even with their busy schedule.

WE STILL CARE!

i need to WAKE UP! STOP BEING SO CHILDISH! STOP FOOLING AROUND! PUT IN THE EFFORT! BELIEVE IN YOURSELF!

SORRY JOE SIR, ANTON SIR AND CLEMENT SIR.

just waiting to see what tomorrow has instal for me!

QUESTION OF THE DAY: Should i be sad, happy, confused, emotionless?

ANSWERS PLEASE!

22.01.09

2009-01-22T21:40:00.000+08:00

UNHAPPINESS IN ME,

why is the world so complicated?

why is it so hard to make decision and not hurting someone?

I feel sad, unhappy, miserable, hopeless, sorry and last but not least disappointed.

I'm so sorry JOE SIR for everything!

Although i have hold in a lot of my feelings it is really hard for me to keep it in forever.

However, Kai ling was there for me today.

i feel like hitting my head on the wall till it bleeds and slowly i can close my eyes and never wake up again.

I FEEL AS THOUGH THE WORLD IS COMING TO AN END!

From the bottom of my heart I'M SORRY JOE SIR! and thank you kai ling for being there for me when i needed you the most.

21.01.09

2009-01-21T21:09:00.000+08:00

RED CROSS AGAIN, WOOOO!

if you believe the words above then let me tell you! you are to NAIVE!

yes i had red cross again, excited but I'm dying of homework damn it u feel like being crushed my expectations, disappointment, books, LIFE! AGHH!

EUNICE, EUNICE, EUNICE!

save me please!

KAI LING, KAI LING, KAI LING!

help me please!

how i wish life wasn't this competitive and filled with expectations and disappointment. how i feel so sad and feel like screaming my head how i wish to cry by life a way but its all just wishes that most probably will never come true.TODAY! the feeling of disappointment and failure actually came to me i really feel HORRIBLE it was not the SIRS it was all us as a unit. SITI IS FEELING SHITTY. I'm sorry to the VI'S today for giving you guys such a hard time. ESPECIALLY HONG ZHOU/ JOE SIR! SORRY!

eunice, kai ling, the SIRS and i went to CBM again to have a chit chat session. well it did make kai ling and eunice seem happier which did made me a little bit happier. the funniest thing that made me happier was the WWE between xxxxx and xxxxxx. well then walked with the SIRS and eunice to amk mrt. Apparently, chien cham sir is really into the festive season.(good for you)

WELL TO ALL HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

WALKING~ ANTON SIR, JOE SIR AND CHIEN CHAM SIR!

idea of ~eunice

14.01.09

2009-01-18T12:52:00.000+08:00

RED CROSS,WEEEE!

OKAY! today as per normal i had school, which was pretty boring. so won't write about it. YAY! i had red cross to day and the VI'S came. eunice and i was quite about it. sad thing was Kai ling went to indonesia and didn't come till 5+. hmmms so yeah guess what i did the most stupidest thing ever today i decide because i know how short i am i wanted to be taller than Edmand so i stand on the edge of a chair for like 5 secs. yeah stupid right decide to be SUPERMAN and did the pose like 1 sec ltr i feel on the floor i was laughing and i couldn't stand up i actually was hurt quite badly. I TOTALY REGRETTED IT! i couldn't do foot drill. i was like WTH! so i was stuck with the sec ones and a few mins ltr the sirs arrived i was like yay! ask them take over,ha ha. zk was like telling me they were going to do fancy drill today then i was like i wanna watch so at least i won't be lagging behind he was like no u go teach sec ones i almost cried lahs i really don't wanna lag behind then i found out weren't doing fancy drill. wahs so glad at least i won;t lag behind that much. so after red cross eunice, kai ling, me and the VIs went to CBM to grab a bite and have tcs. so yeah then went home and now I'm here. i can't stop drawing the superman logo, ahhhh(help).

15.01.09

2009-01-17T20:50:00.000+08:00

heyss hahaha today i had great day well i think it was one of the best i've had for this month with my class. hahaha we were so totally bored after social studies(ss) so started to become restless, so lucky it was the end of our ss class so i went to de washroom and came back realize that my bag FREAKING INSIDE-OUT! thanks to fee and co. i was lyk wth how did you guys manage to flip it so yeahh i was unable to flip it back but in the end the guys helped. yeapp we actually thought it was super so we pranked lyk half class went they went to the wash room sharvin was the distractor, fee and kodes helped to flip the bags inside-out while eqa and i was on guard to check for people especially teachers hahahaha. so yeah when they came back they all saw it straight away but this lucky guy was the last ti be pranked. when the whole the class was back but him everyone wanted to prank him so we took his bag and flipped it inside-out but the best thing was he didn't realize it till it was lyk almost the end school the whole class was giggling non-stop but he didn't realize so when he did everyone was lyk, "OMG WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR BAG?" it was so fake he was lyk,"shut up!" his freaking bag looked lyk santa Claus's bag filled with presents but his was filled with books. then when it school was going to end we got a break about 10 mins earlier before the school ended so fee, eqa and i started playing with my silver sprinkles we were lyk "omg FAIRY DUST!" WE SPRINKLED IT ON SHARVIN! he was lyk screaming omg i gayyyy! then he shock his head to fee and fee goT em' on his hair then we started throwing it around our class and everyone was covered with sprinkles it was HILARIOUS!

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09.01.09 & 10.01.09

2009-01-13T18:57:00.000+08:00

hey yall, i had my school's cca bazaar to day and i wasn't as great as i expected. i left even before i could start doing my duties. sad cause i had to go to work so yeah. tomorrow we have redcross flag day. yeahh okay so worked till bloody 5 in the morning so supposed to meet kailing and eunice tomorrow at 6.30 and slept for lyk 1 hr+ then went to meet them a go together. so met them then since were going to be lete we took a taxi ofcourse i paid cause it was my fault we were almost late so yeah ended up we weren't late. then DIDIDADADIDIDADADIDIDADADIDIDADAHHHH! went to novena to do the donation thing. wahs it was so tiring or was it because i only slept about 1 hr+ i could barely keep myself awake. so yeah i didnt get breakfast so went to nevena arly to get our breakfast then did our job till around 12.30 then went off the others went off again so me kai ling, eunice and one of our junior went to get our luch then went off. yehh so after that kai ling went to meet irene so left with me and eunice. so me and eunice felt like watching a movie but ended up doing liquid art. yeapp the one for kids.yeapp i actually had a good time doing it although i was surrounded by kids. and guess what we ate popcorn while doing it. so yeap thats a RAPP! let the pics do the talking for now

08.01.09

2009-01-08T19:27:00.000+08:00

HEY! hihihihihihi! yeahhh i'm dying of boredom at home right now so lets look back at what has happened to day yeapp okay me and eqa went o dnt for our first lesseon meet my DARLING KAI LING! yeapp so happy we have a class together . walao eh you know yesterday she called me saying that someone stole her money i was like okay slow down and tell me everything it was like so obvious who took it but no evidence so can't say it was he/she who took it. so i was like wtf man you know that person is so irresponsible even if she want money go borrow lah den if no money can pay by installment right that bloody F! walaowei anyhow steal my friend money hope he/she realizes that GOD is always looking at whatever he/she was doing and she just committed a serious crime and sin. so soon KARMA will come to her because in this world what goes around comes around so yeapp blahhhh~ played friendster during DNT gave CHARMING ASH his comment... and did research for our project. yeap so after that me and eqa could not stop singing protons, neutrons and electrons it was like SUPER funny! we were laughing our way to class man.yeah so went to recess then nothing much happen drank green tea again and i just realize that i'm addicted to green tea thanks eqa, amy, ain and ash! yeah so in class me and buvan kept singing songs in class so yeahhh okay lah. guys made funny lame stupid jokes so couldn't stop myself from laughing all day! the guys always make my day!;D yeah so after that i felt so emotionless and so i couldn't remember anything STM! thats why i'm called SMURF! so went home talked to ash on the phone while going home. then went to my normal playground where i relax and study a while but today didn't study though there were a lot of kids so i was just looking at them it was fun because it made me remember when i was little how the slightest thing could make me so HAPPY! it was like nothing meant anything and i lived a free life. it actually make me really think back and appreciate the people who made a my childhood worthwhile i really appreciate it. when i saw how the teacher interacted with the kids and stuff it was really amazing how she had the patience. the sparkle the kids have in their eyes it was so PURE it was like something i never really realize it the difference when your a kid. it was amazing okay so here are some pics[BELOW]

07.01.09

2009-01-08T18:19:00.000+08:00

ohhhhh! HI! okay today as per normal went to school ~ ohhh and guess what people I LOVE CHEMISTRY! i just love the way it is done all credit to MR MIKE GOH! he rocks OUT LOUDDD! hahaha me and buvan kept singing PROTONS, NEUTRONS AND ELECTRONS! hahaha yeapp i know lame right but it was damn funny. well had a preetty great day so BLAAAAAHHHH~ then after school went to hub with eqa and fee went to mini toons to get a bedazzler thingy... hehehe so excited to bedazzle my stapler wen i get home... so went to eat so don't wanna talk bout it though! so blahhhh~ then talked to CHARMING ASH! on the phone all the way home. then i started to bedazzle my stapler and then my mum came home she was like what a waste off money then after a while she was like i want, i want me and my sis started laughing was like u just now say waste money then u say u want. laugh and everything ended up like this[BELOW]

06.01.09

2009-01-06T21:34:00.000+08:00

HEY! nothing special today just lyk everyday as time goes by your life gets shorter.so i was late again. then i was told that if i was late gain tmr i will have to go for detention. okay so nothing much happen today so blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, yeap then went to redcross meeting found oout i can't work on saturday so yeap have redcross flag day i'm be asking for your donations at VELOCITY@NOVENA SQUARE! SO BE THERE ORE BE SQUAREEE. hehehe lame joke. okay went to library to pay my super fine and then found out it was full so went o mac at juction 8 with ain to study till 5 then went home and allt the crap stared till now i think everyone has already got it clear that i hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate being at home cause even if i wanted to study someone just have to say the name "SYIMAAAA!!!!" THE BEUTY OF MY NAME HUH!!. OKAY SO THAT ALL HAPPEN TILL NOW!.

OH AND HOPE YOU LIKE YOUR NEW YEAR PRESENT ASH!!. AND ILY SERENE THANK FOR THE PANDA STUFF. YOU KNOW ME TOO WELL GALLL I LOVE YOU, PANDAS AND GREEEEEENNN!YEEEEPPPP
sharvin was making fun of me during class cause i open my b'dai present in class and was like super happy. hahaha. but guess what the people around me were more excited then i was. weird huh. well that my class for you guys.
SYIMMS;D
PICTURE OF THE DAY!long time a go.

05.01.09

2009-01-06T21:09:00.000+08:00

OKAY HEY SECOND DAY OF SCHOOL AND I WAS LATE!!! wth yeap.. mum was all lyk it was my fault and what soever with the crap, i totally floded her voice with music from my earphones as i listen to songs in the car on my way to school. hahaha early morning and i did one round around the field BLOODY NEW SHOES PEOPLE! yeah so did morning run. and went back to class. so blah, and bleh happened so nothing much except for the fact that i got stuck with a freaking guy who can't stop singing songs. that actually was on my top 10 listen list to my top 10 don't listen list. and his name is BUVAN! my fav line ever to say to hi and he knows it "BUVAN SHUT UP-!!!!!" but he is nice. he covers up for me when i'm tired. and start slackiing and fills me up with info and formulas on whatever is taught and what so ever. so then recess came and of course me , eqa, amy, ain, fee and zul were all seated in our what i call it HSM chair area.Lmao. SO THEN CHITTY CHATTY THEN ZUL WENT TO OPEN HIS GABB BOUT BIRTHDAY BASH!! and everyone stated chasing me around the school for a belated birthday bash, freaking THANKS A LOT ZUL. hahaha but zul got his too. hahaha so after recess nothing much happens but boring stuff oh and we actually change our seats for MTL class its lyk a so called u shape but really u shaped. hehehe thanks to the GENUIS SYIMA!!!!! okay then after sch went to hang at mac and studyied till lyk 4 went home to borrow hong sum e-math book and went for tuition. sos blah and bleh then after tutition talked to ash and bam otp till 8 i think then went home. they were so much fun OMFG! yeah, i really missed bams MEREPEK-NESS! hahaha. haha CUTE BAM AND CHARMING ASH! CRPPY MUCH!
SYIMMS;D

04.01.09

2009-01-06T20:51:00.000+08:00

okay hey yawww! its a sunday and i'm not going to the beach to sun bath, BUUUTT! i did overslept and went to religious school well it was lyk parent teacher conference + registering to the school + buying your books. so as per normal every year my sis and i will oversleep and go there late and of course since my dad is lyk running the school. so of course my sis and i will have to chip in and help. so yeah my dad was to lazy to see my teacher so went alone and i actually pass woo hoo! and apparently so did my sis wow she actually didn't stay back again. hahaha! yeap so stayed and help to sell books with they other kids whose parent are helping run the school such as arafat andnafeeshah. hey had fun then by 12 no one came and we started drawing on the boards and doing goofy stuff. and left everything to syidah muahaha. but whatever she didn't help in the starting anyways. so blh and bleh till 12.30 and started packing up and then waited for my mum to pick us up so we could go to toa payoh cause my dad had to go the dentist hahaha. so sent him there then went shopping for awhile in that area. after bout 0.5 hrs got some bubble tea and went back... yeap a boring daythen text ash till late then sleep.
SYIMMS;D

02.01.2009

2009-01-03T09:29:00.001+08:00

OH OKAY! first day of school man it was so damn boring. guess what we got the discipline teacher in charge for our for teacher. MISS CHIN! but we were quite okay with it. she's a damn fun teacher! okay wow sec 3 now. as what my friends and i would say dah naik pangkat seh. hahaha. okay so went to school and it was all blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. yeap super boring and the last thing they did to us was gave us a o level talk. it was all NO PRESSURE. BUT IT WAS SO PRESSURE! okay so after school gave talked to ASHISH on the phone and talked about how hard o level would be and everything then after a few minute we put down cause he wanted to pray and i was like okay.. wanted to ask him for song but to bad he had a photo shoot. then went to mc donald near my school and slacked with eqa and amy waited for ain but ain took so long so went to amy's house waited outside her house cause she needed to put her bag. so yeap then eqa and amy went to hub and i waited for ain cause she was feeling down and so being a friend i left the happy people and help a friend. den we went back to mc donald and used the toilet to dry off cause it was raining. then we were like aren't we going home anyway so then we were like so slenge.omg! den went to the bus-stop saw benjin, huang sheng, addison, yi xin, xu hua, khairi and lerkrit luksanakorn. i was like luksanacock then he was like siti nurhashitma... hahaha it was nice to see that joker again. so talked and blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. then went home and saw mum she was nagging AGAIN! so i ignored and saw syidah sleeping and i went to sleep too....zzz then woke up and 5.30 realize no one was at home and watched tv. half an hour later syidah came home. i was so blurr! den somehow it was night time and i realize my phone had problems with connection. well wasn't only mine it was everyones so i think singtel had a problem yesterday, but who knows!then watched tv till 10+ and went to slack at my room and now it's time to sleeppppp. so nightynight!
SYIMMS;D

01.01.2009

2009-01-03T09:19:00.000+08:00

PEOPLE! 2009 is heree! let your down and start to partyyy... okay so 2009 is here and i have to get ready for my o levels. damn time past so fast! okay so yesterday went to facial and sort off had a girls day out with my mum and sisters accept for the fact that my mum was totally blabbering about everything throughout out the whole ride! damn I FELT LIKE SCREAMING SHUT UP ALREADY!hahaha but didn't if i did i wouldn't be blogging bout it already. okay to day is my dad's birthday but when i woke him up at 12 am he was like dun disturb i wanna sleep! have anyone realize that the marina bay concert this year SUCKED like crap! pleaaasse... they were totally lip singing and they couldn't even lip sing man even my lil cousin can do it. so year the new year started off with horrible lip singing but hey at least river may a rocked it as the last performance. thank GOD! OKAY SO NEW YEAR WAS BORING FOR ME! but hey schools starting that something to look forward to! but to bad i'm not so hype about it. dpn't know wwhy i guess the horrible lip singing just spoilt my mood i guess well thats all for today. sayoooooonaraaa!!! and to aziz damn it lah no more ILY! SYIMMS;D

17.12.08

2008-12-17T18:12:00.000+08:00

hey another tiring day at red cross. hey well to day i had an ok day but I'm damn pissed of cause i wanted to go cycling but my sister said my mum would not let me. ohhh kays when i want to exercise you hold me back when i don't you say i'm getting fatter people i'm starting to not understand how this world is working again. okays walked home with claudia, logesh and eshley to the bus stop near central cause they were tired so i took a bus back. at least i sort of exercise. oh yea and just now during red cross suddenly out of the blue siva came what a shocker. if he thinks red cross is a game then he needs to get his facts right because although we are a small squad we still have whatever it takes to be the best squad. he's foo tdrill sucked so me and kai ling fall out and we told to teach him so we did and we started to teach him. he was so stubborn he kept quite whenever we asked him to answer us it was so frustrating kai ling was just telling me to relax. so we thought we were to kind to him by giving him the shade that he doesnt work under the shade so we brought him under the sun it worked for a while but ater a while he slacked. then we brought him back(behind red cross room) and we just gave the to most easiest commands ever "senang diri and sediya". he still did not lock his arm and jerk and everything else no matter how many people told him to do so. then when i could not stand it anymore i told him for every mistake he did i will do push up. i did so i kept on doing. but still no mercy and he continued to do his same mistakes then my other juniors and seniors started to feel guilty and started to do the push up with me and still guess what no difference.well thats all then.

16.12.08

2008-12-17T18:01:00.000+08:00

hey sorry for no update. well today i had red cross and joe sir actually came and he brought x and x. well it was quite ok but i think we made improvement even though zk sir said he regretted coming but i really think it was worth it. he sets really high expectations for us. most of us believe we cant make it but just as what hong zhou sir said if we put in the effort into doing it and actually have confidence in whatever we are doing we might still have the chance of entering into top five for the coming competition. i don't think that many of us in the squad really realize what is at stack if we don't bring back anything to make the school proud. we have not been out there for 12 years but i seriously think if we do our very best we might just make a comeback and wow everyone. if even BRITNEY SPEARS can make a come back i believe so can we. well i seriosly think we should all reflect on what we have been doing for the whole holidays because we might just realize why we have not make much of a difference in our lives for the past 2 months.

11.12.08

2008-12-15T10:40:00.000+08:00

hey i know my blog was dead for the past few months but i'm back and i hope i don't let it die again. man i'm tired for this whole week i went for red cross on the 9th and 10th but today im went for my civil defence badge andif im not wrong i scored full marks which means if im not wrong im going to get my badge ... WOOHOO!!!.. okok chillex. i met four new ppl today cus after redcross i straight away went to work and my parents hired 4 new guys. and they are aziz aka ashish, shafiq aka bam,hady, and apy (not sure how to spell)they are really nice guys. willing to learn. they're a bit slow but thier learning. stayed up till 2 i tink. we did two places that night. after done drove them home. they were really friendly but sister was pssed cause we forgot to teach them how to do the tablecloth thing properly and it ended up, us doing double work. well actually aziz and hady are my far cousin cause their uncle married my aunt. and their mum and my mum were colleagues wad a small world.okok so thats all terraa. :]

Wednesday,july 23,2008

2008-07-23T21:46:00.000+08:00

AND another goes by. today need wear those damn scarfs again which in facts PISSES me off cause its so SUPER DUPER TIGHT people did de principal or teachers even try buttoning up thier shirts if dey were wearing skool uni... AIYO.okok dats not de interesting part today well it was a normal day of laughter and yes i did wear de sports wan to day so haha GUYS ;P kk and LETASHA forgot my CD again reminded her for lyk de past few days... and XIN EN also bout my magazine aiyo... so forgetfull. yup so today i found out sumthin new bout our california/singapore fren he writes songs i think AWESOME!!! yup but de not so awesome part was de fact dat i was so clubsy okok so me eqa and ami were a de malay stall den dis girl(unknown) was walking and we bumped into each other and the ting is she was holding on to a bowl of BOILING HOTTT mee so de FREAKING HOT SOUP got spilled all over my right hand it was mostly my fault so sorry man unknown but she was still nice she didnt accept de cash though man my hand was lyk burning and i bought my lunch and lyk even wen i touch my hand it hurt .... choon long and zul cam along and was lyk wad happen and i told dem choon long was lyk come lets go settle wif de girl and i was lyk NO its my fault damn and i so appreciated de offer and i was so shocked zull didnt do anything to hurt me thanks alot i appreciate it but den hear comes amirul and spoil de whole mood and was like ohh look siti is shorter den me and FYI amirul dat was so last semester LAME.... den finish eating and realise my right arm was lyk swollen cus of de burn lyk WTF and it was painful but now ok ald i put some cream my god de swelling went down and so did de pain but its much better man i felt lyk crying.... haha clunsy me and reach home chiong my tuition hmw haha in 30 min while watching me 3.30-4.30 show(chinese)hehex okok i guess dats all folks see ya next time.

Tuesday,July 22,2008

2008-07-22T22:30:00.000+08:00

hey yall waddup long time no updates on my life haha. madam noraini aka mageemi aka madam aka dooreemii and etc. didn't cum mr ong take over currently with de status of mei lis lao gong hahaha laughed alot today during last two period . had one of the wonderfull days today... excapt de fact dat my good buddies eqa, ain, ami wanted to pull my b.. strap off its lyk WTF and during recess instead of sitting wif dem i sat wif my good chinese budds see i am multi racial ... whoooohooo GO SINGAPORE okok being lame as always .and to my 3 malay budds haha didnt get me and im waerin a sports one tomorrow so in your face ppl... okok im getting tired from typing things for the past few hours ... oh ya during history de normal 7 of us gave names to each other in many different language and colours haha im VIOLET. hehex sinyee is so not happy cus shes stuck wif yellow its ok sinyee cus wen we all add together we get ur fav colour WHITE see i noe ur fav colour haha... bet r still guessing mine ... kk i think im catchin a soar throat... ;[ went to my grannies house as soon as i got home played wif my baby cousin who keeps crying unlike last time i guess she just agrees wif the fact dat our school uniform is so not nice at ALL... I LOVE THE JONAS BROTHERS. did i tell u guys dat i hav a new kid in my malay class ya ok not dat new ald but he the coolest american accent love it and he used to live in the same state as RYAN the skater and he saw the jonas brothers live in concert so jealous and his girlfriend gets everything. which pisses me off... hehex and i asked him whois cuter and according to his GIRLFRIEND its nick jonas haha he is so cute-refering to nick ok ppl. kays ill drop by soon.dats all FOLKS ;] some pics from rcy-->

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